Revelations

(I)

昨天黃昏，放工途中，在地鐵裏如常地開始發白日夢，想着想着，忽然驚覺原來距離結婚日子，只有三星期不夠，心裏發毛，冷汗直標。

之前一直忙於新屋裝修的事情，籌備婚禮的工作擱在一邊，現在家也搬了，也就繼續婚禮準備。只是沒有想到，原來時光真的會飛逝，剩下的日子不多了，但好像很多事情還沒準備好。喜帖沒派完，鞋子沒造好，教堂程序表沒印好，皮膚還是很差（豆豆跟我仍是好朋友）...怎麽辦？

(II)

Last night on the way back home after our meeting with the videographers, BB said, shaking his head, "You really are a control freak". I tend to believe him, because I was getting that feeling too. From the house moving to the wedding preparations, I just have to be involved in every minute detail of things. From the colour of the paint to the way the door handles should be installed; from the style of my wedding dress to the exact timing the photographer should appear at our doorstep to the way I want my bouquet to be tied (hand-tied, not the round ones), I just need to be sure everything is under control, and that everything is to my liking.

I remember some years ago when I was lunching with my gal friends and we were talking about weddings and other gal stuff, all my gal friends agreed that I was gonna be one bridezilla. I didn't know what prompted them to say that, for I didn't think I was particularly fuzzy or demanding (on the contrary I thought I was rather easy-going). They said "yes you are easy-going, but when it comes to wedding, you will be a Bridezilla with a capital B". Damn, I hate it when they are right.